thursday - 17/8/06

// feeling :: satiated
// prayer for :: tmr night's service

Today is not my day =.= my internet connection went bonkers in my usual com..I'd wanted Fish n Chips for dinner but the stall closed down..I wanted Laksa but sold out..So I settled for ban mian which was nice..Lolz..

In two hours, I'd completed 3 chapters of Physics revision lolz..Quick, congratulate me lolz..Oh, and I listened to Belle and my mom and decided not to retake Chinese. The teacher isnt very interested in teaching me either; she focuses on the bright students. *sheesh*

Day before yesterday went for prayer meeting..Yesterday I had a bad day...

I wanted to drop chinese..I was thinkin abt it. When I went to consult Ms Thio, she didnt allow me to drop unless I had a letter from my mom..She said that a lot of teachers had been complaining about me because I'm not studying and all that. She also said that Aaron is my source of distraction because of our "relations". Pls la, cant a guy be good friends with a girl? Cant they be good friends?

Sigh. She kept insisting that we were together, and that we were influencing each others' decisions. I decide for myself can? Gd grief. My form teacher..N you dun trust me words. The thing I hate most is to be misunderstood. Seriously. I got so pissed that I juz kept silent the entire day. I never felt like that since the day I cut out Bryan.

I talked to my mom about Chinese 'O's and she said no to retaking. Yeah, I guess thats that. I'm glad to forget all about Chinese. Even if I'd wanted to do well, like I did in the last few days, my chinese teacher has the mentality that my attitude in studying sucks.

But I guess everything must be true, since so many teachers commented on my "fire" to do well..Mr Pang, my chinese teacher last yr was shocked to see my result. Since the day the results came out, I dont get rest from Ms Thio..Sigh. But I've made up my mind to do well. I guess the reason they say such things is because they hope that they can "wake me up".

I do hope I have enough time to change now.